the beginning

You never come back, not all the way. Always there is an odd distance between you and the people you love and the people you meet, a barrier thin as the glass of a mirror, you never come all the way out of the mirror; you stand, for the rest of your life, with one foot in this world and no one in another, where everything is upside down and backward and sad.

An accurate quote to start this blog off. My real blog. Not tumblr reposts and pictures of puppies.

Trying to get healthy,trying to get happy,trying to fix the holes and gaps and ugly parts of me.


4 thoughts on “the beginning

  1. prisonwife46 says:

    I’m so sorry you have gone through all this. I myself have BiPolar, Borderline Personality and PTSD. I want to bet you are one of the strongest people alive. Screw the physical, I mean your mental. So glad we connected. XOXO

  2. soundanation says:

    Great to have you aboard. Read your musing here and I am deeply touched. Hang in and it seems to be your time to fly…Stay tuned and connected. Sending Magnificent Love and Light!

  3. desdemonad says:

    It’s hard sometimes, we sickies just have to keep going and stick together. I have borderline too, PTSD, chronic fatigue/fibro and other junk too. Keep trying to get healthy and happy, it can be done.

  4. darsword says:

    I like your post. I don’t like what you’re going through. But I like how you expressed it. I hope life is getting better for you.

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